~Better change~

I'm really quite upset at what I've been doing the past week. All my goals have not been completed. Really wanted to study lots and finish all my homework by this week. But every time i start studying i will feel tired. This week also have wasted lotsa of time that could be spent on finishing my HW. But I chose to play first instead of studying first. SAD;( Now still have not finish all my HW. Arh!!! not sure how i'm going to complete my revision by Mid-Course. Sian. Have to really discipline myself if i want to do well.

Second is my health. I feel really lousy when i fall sick because i can't really do much. And thats exactly what happen to me on thursday. I fell sick on thursday night after i came home from school at around 10.30. Thats because i ate cold Chee Chion Fan, Chee kui for dinner that night at around 9.30. Oh the dumblings that i ate was not as nice as what i expected it to be. So When i got home, I suddenly had this really bad stomach ache. My stomach really hurt alot. That could be due the amount of Oil that i wanted to be in my Chee Chion Fan and Chee Kui. I could not sit up straight so i decided to go sleep since i could not concentrate in doing anything else. The next day i woke up perspiring. I did not have a good sleep. Though my stomach ache has gone away, i was feeling unwell. I had soarthroat too but still went to school. All through school i was feeling sick. my friends was very nice to me. They were very patient. At lunch i took early dismissal, so happy that he companied me to the train station. He even agreed to study with me at night. So nice. Thank You.

In the end, only recovered fully today. Leart alot from this experience. I need to eat properly and drink lotsa water. I also need to concentrate and be dscipline in getting my school work done. Need lotsa encouragement. =)

~Another Sad moment~

Today is just like the same as last tuesday. One gone, now another. Its just too fast. I did not realized that she was leaving so soon. I always thought that it was still far away. Then on Fri after i came back from my Cousins B'day, I found out. Immediately I tried to find some day before tuesday that i can spend some time with her. OH NO!!! SAD SAD SAD ;( Don't have. Felt so bad. This whole year have not really gone out with her for long long.

She has really been very good and kind and funny and thoughtful and caring and silly and crazy=P and loving and cute. Oh how i would miss the times we had together last year where we went shopping together. I still remember going into shops and trying on clothes then staring at the mirror and feeling satisfied for just that few minutes before puuting back onto the shelf as the price was like WOW!!! HAHA!!! Will really miss Shopping with YOU^^ Will really miss eating all those small little food from those small shops. Will miss Watching lotsa movies with you.

Oh i love You so much. I wish i could have spent more time with ya. Wish you a safe Journey to Hawaii. Hope everything will be smooth for you there. Hope you won't get into any trouble. Haha. Trouble meaning Michael being angry at you if you 4get him. HAHA JOKING=) OH i LOVE YOU so much!!! have nvr come round saying that to you. But I'm going to say it here. I LOVE YOU SISTA!^^ You will always have a special place in my heart. I WILL MISS YOU LOTS LOTS;) oh I'm going to cry. sob sob sob. I miss you already;) MUACKS^^