Miguel

Surviving So Far=P

2010-07-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

My second apology to all readers=P JC life's really stressful. I would like to keep posting but just struggling to find the time to do so. I will make it a point to post every sat.

My blog is not dead. The blogger is just tired...

Sorry readers=P

2010-04-01T20:13:00.000-07:00

Hey all, sorry about my not updated blog. hahas=D will post lots more soon.

OH NO!!!

2010-02-12T21:30:00.001-08:00

I just finish lunch and i want to start my homework=) SAD!!! i left my file at dennis house cause it was heavy to carry around in school, also there was no lesson only CNY celebration. So i went to school on fri from dennis house without my file and went home right after school. Now i'm stuck home with nothing to revise.

Sob Sob=(

I'm unhappy

2010-02-12T03:17:00.001-08:00

I just feel unhappy. I know i should not. its just that i really wanted to watch movie and play pool. It was a very stressful week so i wanted to relax and enjoy. After the CNY celebration today. I was going to have fun. But while walking to the train station. I had to go home to help clean the house. I was really frustrated. So in the end, i was a very good boy and went home after having lunch with friends.

Still feeling unhappy cause i miss the opportunity of watching a movie that i so wanted to and also play pool cause i have not played in a while. Just finish cleaning the house. So now i'm relaxing. Tmr have more to do. sob sob.=( Okies i should not be complaining.

Basketball Training!

2010-02-07T06:12:00.001-08:00

Last Friday we had the Basketball CCA trials for the JC1. It was really exciting as we had played many matches with them.

Oh firstly i was glad that Yu Chen and i had the COP together, otherwise i would be the only one late for training. Okies... The reason for playing against them was to see which JC1s were good players. The JC2s main aim of the outcome was to prevent the JC1s from scoring a single hoop. We were doing that for the first 3 quaters. But at the forth quater, they broke our defence and scored the first hoop and a few more after. I really enjoyed playing training that day.

Little did i know that Miss Chua (Coach) would ask us to do intervals of 1.25 mins around the track followed by 10 push ups. we had to do five sets of that. After the first 2 sets i really thought that i would not be able to continue the other 3 sets. But really thanks to my Captain Jason, his encouragement really got me to endure the other 3 sets. I was super happy when i completed it. Cause i was really going to give up on the third round and stop running. Really grateful to have such an awesome CAPTAIN. Thanks Jason!!!

Okies thats all... Just going to train harder and harder. Must not miss training anymore. =D

COP at Swami home=D

2010-02-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

Here's a photo of the our class at the Home XD

The COP last friday was certainly a special experience.

We went to the Swami Home of the elderly on Friday after school. It was our class COP. I kinda feel sad for them cause when we went there they were all so happy to see us. This mean that they are actually quite lonely and i could certainly tell when we were leaving ;(

How we entertained them was by performing 2 Chinese New Year songs for them. Actually we really did not have much practice time in school as when the song started we were actually quite lost as in what actions to make. Thanks to Lena who came out with impromptu moves. HEHE=D really enjoyed it. Next we had pass the parcel game with the elderly whereby a song would be played and a parcel would be pass around. When the music stop, the elderly that has the parcel gets to keep it. we played this for 3 rounds before it was dinner time for them.

When we requested to help feed some of them, i noticed that different food was given out to different people. What surprised me was that nurses knew exactly which food was for who without having to refer to anything. Anyways the feeding session took about 45mins or so.

When we were done, it was time to leave and i could really feel how lonely they are without visitors.

living within

2010-02-01T07:12:00.000-08:00

Were the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

Oh im so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't u tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside...

Happiness Is A Journey...

2010-01-31T07:07:00.000-08:00

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
Love as though you have never been hurt before.
Dance as though no one is watching you.
Sing as though no one can hear you.

Live as though heaven is on earth.

Happiness Is A Journey...

2010-01-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin -- real life.
But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first,
some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid.
At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.
This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.
Happiness is the way.
So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

Taiwan Temple Trip.

2009-12-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hey all, back to update liao. Sorry for the delays in post. HeHe.=X

Okies... next one. I went to Taiwan on the 29th of November. Flight was in the afternoon at around 1. Thats great cause i don't have to rush to do things. Boarded the flight at aroung 1.10 and Taiwan here i come!!! The duration of the flight was about 4 hours 30 mins. Started playing monopoly deal with my bro. Eventually became bored and went to sleep. Woke up to realize that my dad and bro was watching Ice Age 3 on their phone. Haiz... watch that already. Since i was left out, meaning in my own world. manage to swap seat with my cousin who wanted to watch it too. YES!!! Now i was able to talk to 2 of my other cousins.

Me with one of my cousin=)

Feeling bored so took a photo of the outside=)

We reached Taiwan airport at about 5.30 and then boarded a shuttle bus to the temple patron housing. Got there at about 6.30 and it was very dark. I actually thought it as like 8pm at night already. After we checked in and settled our rooms keys we headed to the nearby famous Beef La Mian restaurant. Yummm Yummm XD, a nice bowl to warm your body. By the way the temperature outside was like 16 degrees. After dinner I went back with my room to unpack and get ready for the next day while my parents went to see what they can get for tmr breakfast. At about 12, everyone was asleep though the youth stayed up a little later=X

Our room!

My room mates and i woke up about 6.30 to get ready to go to the temple. My dad bought breakfast from a stall just beside where we stayed.

At about 8.15, we all gathered outside the temple for a group photo including those that stayed at the hotel. We finish the temple work at about 10am. The adults had other sessions to do till 12 so the youth left first and explored the place. Oh the youth had their own group photo too.

Temple Trip Group Photo=D

Our Clementi Ward youth^^

After lunch at around 2.30, we had a fireside with the Temple President. It was a very spiritual moment for me. Learned a lot from the things he shared with us. At around 4.30 pm, we went back to the Patron housing to change. We were going to Xi Men Ting. Its a night market btw=) There was like so many shops there!!!=) Wanted to buy lots of stuff but sadly did not bring much money. We passed by many clothing shops but ended up eating more than shopping. I saw this really cute banana stuff toy that i wanted to get for my cousin's B'day but not sure why did not purchase it in the end=X sry YY. Here's a few photos of the food and areas there.

My cousin eating the medium tall icecream

My Bro and Dad eating the Large tall ice cream

Say Cheeze=)

Local delights! Fried Rice!!! YumYum=) Their hand motion is super fast. Way Cool!!!

Neal getting ready to fight!!! no lah (joking)=D

A picture of the place=)

Okies... Here's what we ate. Fried Oyster omellete, Yam cake, Some huge Dumpling, Ice cream, Corn Dog and a lot of other stuff!!! Before we left, i Bought donuts with ethan at Mr donut!!!. So NICE!!! miss it lots. The other youth went to get some Jacket from Baleno. In the end we left the place at about 8.30 - 9pm.

We took the MRT back but decided to stop at an earlier stop to walk back to the Patron Housing as we thought it would be a shorter route. Crap!!! we took almost an hour trying to find our way back. We snap some photos on the way back.

3 Storey Mac Donald!!! 1st time i've seen such a thing.

Neal got even so tired that he fell asleep taking a photo=)

When we finally reach the Patron housing, my Dad wanted to go to the supermart to buy a big bottle of juice. So Neal Ethan and I followed and walk for another 15 mins to the super mart. My feet was so soar by then. Bought lots of snacks besides the Juice X)

We finally could return back to our Patron housing. Hahas=) i was all ready to get into bed!!! In the end we played monopoly deal for like an hour to about 12 before we slept=) I so love it here=)

Next day on next post=) ... or not sry about the delay hehex)

Going to Taiwan tmr =)

2009-11-29T09:25:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! tmr i will be going to Taiwan. It would be my first time there so i'm very excited. its like 1.27 now and im not asleep yet. Oh started packing at only 8.30pm still packing at 1.28 am. Thats because i'm doing other stuff at the same time. Hehe.

Ok, going to sleep now. Its so cold!!! Gonna have fun=) cya friends. Will miss ya this week=( Sob Sob. Oh. Looking forward to our class gathering. YAY!!! Nights all~

BMT excursion trip

2009-11-29T06:56:00.000-08:00

My class went with the JC1 cohort to the BMTC (Basic military training center) at Pulau Tekong. i really enjoyed myself with the class there.

We had to take a ferry there. Really dislike the waters especially when the ferry goes up and down.

Waiting for the Ferry=)

At the jetty. (feeling bored with the crazy faces)

Anyways we had a briefing by 1 of the officers who also shared his experience in the army. It was really interesting. we had several different stations to go to and our first was the bunks where the recruits sleep. It looks kinda nice and neat so i don't think i would mind when i enter BMT. next we went to this cool place where we could try the SAR 21. It was awesome and cool! I shot well only after realizing how to properly aim. I think that was the most exciting part of the excursion.

We then headed to the obstacle course where a recruit demonstrated how to complete each obstacle. They then let us try the monkey bar and rope climbing as we call it. (im not sure what the real name of it was) Anyways there was 2 that volunteered and i was chosen. WAH!!! not sure why they chose me. But i was certainly surprised. Anyways i was ask to try the monkey bar. Crap i did it kinda slow, the bar was really slippery. But i'm glad i completed it. =) my class cheered me on too. haha so nice of them.

ok, the next station was not a foreign station to me as i had tried some of the things there. It was the ration food and camouflaging cream station. I did not try the food ration as i tried it before. But i definitely had the camouflaging cream on my face. At first my face was clean without any cream then suddenly Yan Ning wipe some black cream on my face. I realized that all her classmates had some on either try face or arm. Hahas. Gabriel had his face all painted so i decided to have mine too. It was actually not that bad as i expected. Quite cool by the way. Here's a pic.

Thats me with the green face=)

Our last station was the equipment station. Nothing much there just that you get to try on the uniform, feel how heavy or 'light' the bagpack is and how heavy or 'light' the real rifle is.
About 30 mins later, we were back at the jetty to take the ferry back.

On the Bus back!

On the whole i really enjoyed this experience there. Feel kinda lucky to actually see for myself what i would expect when i enter the army. For your info, Pulau Tekong is 1 degree higher that singapore. The Camou cream was not that easy as i thought to remove.

JC1 Camp was fun!

2009-11-22T05:10:00.000-08:00

We went to the Jln Bathera campsite for our 3 day 2 night camp. At first i thought that i would not enjoy it that much as our class itself was not very bonded. But later i found out that we were very lucky as our groups were by class but the other campsite was mixed. Imagine our groups were mixed it would have been worst. Anyways, we started of with some ice breaker games called "steady tempo ready go!" it was quite hard to coordinate the words and actions at first but after a while it got quite easy and super fun! Though Lena could not exactly master the game yet. Hehe=X We had our lunch soon after. OH MAN!!! the portion they gave for lunch was like for a mouse. I could almost finish the portion with just 1 mouth. That was how little it was (no wonder the camp was free) Hehe. it was the same for all the meals. I think i got used to the small portion by the end of the camp.

This is where we have our meals =)

We had low level elements next. Our first game was Rebirth which was quite cool! The Objective of the game was to transport 1 person through a tire without touching it. Not even the transporter. Almost everyone had a try at it which includes me. I was the last to be trasnsported which means that the supportes would have been quite tired. But i still trusted them and yes! i am glad that they manage to transport me (the longest person) across. =) our next activity was low wall and high wall. To be honest, it was the first time i have actually tried climbing over such a wall. Being tall, i thought it would be easy as i could run and jump up to get across. However the instructor mention that we could not do that instead we had to support and push each other over the wall. It was definitely a great experience as we completed it way faster than the timing set. ALL THE WAY 0924A!!!

Nothing much after that just dinner and night activity. OH! Night activity was kidnapped. Basically one of our class mate was being kidnapped and we as a class had to go and find the person. There was a search party organise while the rest of the class would solve a puzzle to find out the clue. As the person being kidnapped was locked up, we need to complete different activities to get a chance to guess which number our locked belong to. We were not so lucky as only until the 5th or 6th try did we manage to guess our lock number correctly. Overjoyed, we quickly ran to unlocked the kidnapped person. But because we were too excited we drop the key into the drain. Luckly it had not rain and the drain was dry so we were able to pick the key out from the drain. The night ended with supper and debrief b4 we were allowed to sleep. Oh! BTW i 4 got to bring my sleeping bag so it was seriously cold during the night! Woke up many times cause i was feeling uncomfortable and cold. Did not have a good rest.

Next day was a full of activities or so i thought. We started of with land expedition after breakfast which was again like budget portion. Anyways when we headed off for our land expedition i was the navigator. At first i did not expect our class to complete all the 7 stations. In the end due to time extension WE DID IT and also return back the 1st! Good Job 0924A! It was kinda sad as gabriel left earlier on and did not get to join us. During the land expedition we had to many farms of which one was a frog farm. It was my first time trying FROG Essence. If any of you have tried chicken essence, frog essence taste a little sweeter.

With our previous instructor Hadley =)

We came in first for the land expediton!
thats our instuctor Song Woon at the back next to me =)

Up next was lunch and then sea expedition. Sadly it rained out and we did not get to do the sea expedition. Instead we practiced our dance for our campfire performance. I was really glad that our whole class participated. I could see that our whole class really enjoyed the practice though it was kinda a disaster during the actual performance. But we really enjoyed it. The CAMPFIRE was GREAT! Every group meaning every class performed either a skit or dance or both. It was a great entertainment to watch. At the end of the campfire, they announced that those grps that had not have their sea expedition would be doing it tmr morning just a little shorter. My class screamed with gladness. Almost gone deaf after that. HAHA!!! ^^ we were also given a later sleeping time too which was great as we could interact more with our group mates and also pack our stuff. Really want to thank stephanie for helping out in the choreograhy of the dance and for the rest of the class for actively participating in all the games.

The next morning was a rush. we had to gather at the multi purpose hall with all our things ready. Breakfast was the best as we had fried rice and it was my first time taking a second portion! i was really hungry. We soon headed for the sea expedition. To our surprise we paddle our kayak for less than an hour. But i must be grateful that they actually made this extra time for our sea expedition. We left the camp at about 11 30/12.

I really missed the camp alot!!! especially when our class had finally gotten together for the first time to do activities.

Finally over

2009-11-15T16:39:00.000-08:00

Hello, back to update my blog.

So happy that PW is over. I think i want to delete the whole folder. HAHA!!! Did not really celebrate after PW. Too tired to go anywhere yet. But on Friday had the friendship games day with sports school. It was so fun but sad it ended very early. Anyways this weekend was just for rest. But my cousins came over for lunch on Sunday. Long time did not have them over.

OK really not much to say though. Don't want to write what happen in the past le. Bring back bad memories. For not looking forward to the JC1 camp i guess=)

All gone~

2009-10-30T02:44:00.001-07:00

Lost hope, Super Sad;(

Exams

2009-10-28T07:27:00.001-07:00

Haha=) This is kinda late but just for memory.

Exams started on 7 oct!!! Only started my serious revision like 1 week before exams cause the teachers were still going through the syllabus=( Anyway first 2 papers was English and Chinese. Haiz, did not have time to prepare for these 2 papers. So just went to take the exam. Anyways, for compo it was kinda easy as i sorta did the question before. Compre was also kinda easy as i could understand the passages. But that was what i thought.

Anyways, right after the exams, i remembered going home to sleep or something. But i remebered that i did not study that day. Next day did not need to go school as I was not taking the paper that day. YAY!!! had one day to study maths, which is basically what i did the whole day.

Next day, took maths exam. Crap!!! during the paper don't know how to do a few questions. Have to blame myself as i did not finish studying all the topics. AnywaysI went to OCC to play pool with Dennis's friends till like 8 or so. That was super late!!! Dennis stayed over at my house after that. We plan to study physics the whole of sat but went to church for conference in the morning and at night.

Haiz need to study for physics paper on Monday. In the end covered half of the topics. So i slept over at dennis house to finish studying the rest that night. Barely had any time so just practice questions. Super stress by then=(

Oh no monday came quite fast thought i knew i was not fully prepared. Took the paper and after the paper i realize i thought too far for one question which cost me 5 marks. By the way, the MCQ was kinda hard during the paper and i paniced a bit after the MCQ. Quite dunb to do that. The worst thing after this paper was that i had to rush home to study 2 H2 content subjects!!! Geography and Chemistry. Got home and thought for a while on where should i start my revision. Oh dennis came over to my house to study Chem also. In the end, i took a huge risk to just study CHEM=X oh i hope my geog teacher does not see this.

Anyways studied Chem the rest of the day with dennis till like 10.30. Then dennis had to head home. Slept at about 11.30 as i was still trying to cover a few topics more for Chem!. Next morning, woke up relatively early to go to school to study. Not sure whether it was effective, but i tried to cover more question. When the time for exam came, i knew i was not fully prepared. But i decided to do my best!. After the paper i felt kinda good as i manage to complete the paper!!! I was quite happy as during summer test i did not complete the paper. And that is not all, for this paper, i manage to finish the paper and still had time to go through it.

Ok When Chem paper was over, i rush to a classroom to study Geography. Oh btw, i sorta carried a heavy bag full of my geog notes. Anways during the 1 hour interval btw Chem and Geog i tried to squeeze in as much geog info as possible. After half an hour i took a risk. I just basically went through the topics that i thought would be coming out. So when the time came i knew that i would be fighting a loosing battle. But i did not care. All i cared was that i had to finish the paper and do my best. And that is exactly what i did.

After the exam i felt great too!!! OK i can't remember what i did after the exam, but i know that the mid course exam was a super fast period of time. Oh wait i think i went to play pool with Dennis friends again. Okies that all that happen during my end of year exams=D

~Better change~

2009-09-20T00:16:00.001-07:00

I'm really quite upset at what I've been doing the past week. All my goals have not been completed. Really wanted to study lots and finish all my homework by this week. But every time i start studying i will feel tired. This week also have wasted lotsa of time that could be spent on finishing my HW. But I chose to play first instead of studying first. SAD;( Now still have not finish all my HW. Arh!!! not sure how i'm going to complete my revision by Mid-Course. Sian. Have to really discipline myself if i want to do well.

Second is my health. I feel really lousy when i fall sick because i can't really do much. And thats exactly what happen to me on thursday. I fell sick on thursday night after i came home from school at around 10.30. Thats because i ate cold Chee Chion Fan, Chee kui for dinner that night at around 9.30. Oh the dumblings that i ate was not as nice as what i expected it to be. So When i got home, I suddenly had this really bad stomach ache. My stomach really hurt alot. That could be due the amount of Oil that i wanted to be in my Chee Chion Fan and Chee Kui. I could not sit up straight so i decided to go sleep since i could not concentrate in doing anything else. The next day i woke up perspiring. I did not have a good sleep. Though my stomach ache has gone away, i was feeling unwell. I had soarthroat too but still went to school. All through school i was feeling sick. my friends was very nice to me. They were very patient. At lunch i took early dismissal, so happy that he companied me to the train station. He even agreed to study with me at night. So nice. Thank You.

In the end, only recovered fully today. Leart alot from this experience. I need to eat properly and drink lotsa water. I also need to concentrate and be dscipline in getting my school work done. Need lotsa encouragement. =)

~Another Sad moment~

2009-09-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today is just like the same as last tuesday. One gone, now another. Its just too fast. I did not realized that she was leaving so soon. I always thought that it was still far away. Then on Fri after i came back from my Cousins B'day, I found out. Immediately I tried to find some day before tuesday that i can spend some time with her. OH NO!!! SAD SAD SAD ;( Don't have. Felt so bad. This whole year have not really gone out with her for long long.

She has really been very good and kind and funny and thoughtful and caring and silly and crazy=P and loving and cute. Oh how i would miss the times we had together last year where we went shopping together. I still remember going into shops and trying on clothes then staring at the mirror and feeling satisfied for just that few minutes before puuting back onto the shelf as the price was like WOW!!! HAHA!!! Will really miss Shopping with YOU^^ Will really miss eating all those small little food from those small shops. Will miss Watching lotsa movies with you.

Oh i love You so much. I wish i could have spent more time with ya. Wish you a safe Journey to Hawaii. Hope everything will be smooth for you there. Hope you won't get into any trouble. Haha. Trouble meaning Michael being angry at you if you 4get him. HAHA JOKING=) OH i LOVE YOU so much!!! have nvr come round saying that to you. But I'm going to say it here. I LOVE YOU SISTA!^^ You will always have a special place in my heart. I WILL MISS YOU LOTS LOTS;) oh I'm going to cry. sob sob sob. I miss you already;) MUACKS^^

SAD

2009-08-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

I'm going to miss my BRO DEARLY!!! so sad!!! He is leaving tmr morning and won't be back for 2 years. Did not expect this day to come so fast. Wish i could spend more time with him. But my fault that i did not make time. HAIZ!!! JC LIFE takes away quality time spent with FRIENDS and FAMILIES.

Anyway, on Fri went to watch GI JOE with him. It was so COOL!!! We were suppose to watch UP after that. But i Guess that it was quite late already. So we decided to go eat at MAYIM, a Chinese Dim Sum Restaurant. My main purpose was to eat Dim Sum but when we entered the restaurant and look at the menu, we realized that DIM SUM ands at 5. SadX( So we left the restaurant and went to opp Beauty world Plaza to eat at a chinese Restaurant. The food was quite nice. Oh we walk like up and down to see which restaurant we should eat at. Finally my dad chose. HAHA I was so anxious to play pool after that. Wanted to play with him for a long time. But only manage to come round to it on FRI. It was about 9.30 when we started playing.

Aw it was like so slow. We took quite long for 1 game. I did not play well also. Not sure why. SAD Played a total of 4 games. After which we had to leave to pick up my bro kenneth who is currently on the army. I miss lots too as i only see him on weekends as that is the time when he is allowed out of camp. Overall i had a great time^^

Next morning my family went Bowling at CDANS bowl. YAY!!! finally could play bowling. Loved it lots. I did pretty well with my final score 126. HAHA... I can hook 2 directions. so PRo right!!! =X no lah. My bro thrash me with a number of strikes and spares. Like his bowling as it is quite consistent. Oh and Spencer my will miss alot bro bowls like he wants to create a hole in the machine. Man!!! he throws the Ball super hard. Not sure where he gets the strength to do that. He had a number of stikes and spares too. But My sister bowled like some GU NIANG. She throw the ball so soft. ok Maybe no a throw. she rolls the ball and lets it move like a tran on 1 KM per HOur. She is actually a very Good Bowler. But i guess she wanted to let me win!!! THank YOu. Kenneth bowled well too. Though he took some time to get into the mood. Oh not forgetting my dad. A natural bowler. I guess its because of he uses his left hand. haha. No lah,

OKies had to leave the place after 2 games as my sis had a party to go to, I needed to go for my Flight school, Dad needed to but some food for the party, Spencer needed to go buy some stuff for his mission and Kenneth needed to go home to get a lot of rest as he slept only 2 HOURS this whole 5 days!!! MAN!!! thats like insane. I don't even think i can last that long without sleeping. i Still remember during night cycling, I dozed off in the middle of sycling on the pavement. haha. I crashed into the fence on my left which woke me up. It was nothing serious, Dennis did the same. HAHA> see JC life is more tiring then Army life. No lah. I'm just Joking. Ok back to where i was. John followed bobbie to the party.

After my flight school, reach home at about 5.30-6. We later went to eat at the hawker below my house. That was at about 7.15 By the time we settled down and ordered the food, it was about 7.30. This meal was suppose to be a happy and enjoying one where everyone talk and chat over dinner. Howver. it did not turn out the way we expected it to be. The food came about 8.20 We were quite unhappy at the time we waited. Then when the food came, we were really unhappy. The vegetables that we ordered was so dry as there was no gravy at all. The dinner ended up with all of us rushing through it and hardly talking at all. The food after that was quite nice though.

Anyways, i'm going to miss my Bro ALOT!!! I Love him^^ So grateful for the many things that he have done for me. So grateful for the patience that he has shown. Wish you all the best on your mission field. Hope that it will be an exciting and enriching experience for you. Always have the spirit to be with you. Trust the lord and PRAY ALWAYS.

I Love You Alot^^ Will Miss you dearly.

very tiring!!!

2009-08-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

Wahx... this week was super tiring=(
I guess i have to blame myself a bit=x I slept late almost everyday.
Actually this monday was suppose to go out in the evening to watch movie or play poolX)
But in the end i just stayed at home and continued studying.
BTW in the morning, went to church to do PW! IT was ok as we manage to complete what we needed to do YAY!!! hahas.

TUES WED AND THURS was mostly the same as i went to school, to Dennis house to study then home! I reach home at like 12 and Slept at around 1.30. not sure why though=p

Everyday would try to complete my homework but in the end would always have some homework left to do. There will be assignments due everyday. sobsob~ Oh on wed particularly, I left dennis house at 11.00 Wahx was super tired!!! I took a bus home and of course slept all the way home. But thats not all, i fell asleep and landed up at the Bus interchange =X how silly of me. i was a bit shock too as i woke up seeing nobody in the bus. Wahx sob no one woke me up when reach the interchange=( super paisae~ I got off the bus thinking of what just happen.
Thats kinda stupid as i should have been thinking of what bus to take home.

By the time i realize, too late x( cause the last bus to my house had just let the bus parking bay. Oh No.... i quickly check for the next bus departing and none of the bus to my house was in operation anymore. SAD SAD:( Had to walk about 30min home! So i slept relatively late that day and could not wake up for seminary=( I love going to seminary.

Oh on thursday we had this Sex education person to come talk to us.
We started off by watching a video. Its an old show called' On The Wrong Side Of The Bed". The show was quite nice however the next part was both disgusting or scary because of the pictures being shown. EWWW!!! OVerall i think the talk was quite informative though it was a little disturning with all those pics~
Fri, nothing much and it was nearing the weekend!!!

I was not happy with myself as a few things happen this 2 days.
On thurs night. wanted to do Geog, but i LEFT all my notes in the locker in school. Since i could not do the geog i did maths instead. Super silly of me=X okies then Fri came and went relatively fast. After school Lily Azmira and I went to CWP for dinner and then to the civics center Macs to study. I studied my SYFC book as i had a Flight Exam the following day.
At about 9 we went home. hahas!!! On the train home we talk, laugh and sang, erm... a bit loud i guess=X hehe >.<>

Super scared!!! I woke up to revise my Flight materials as i was not confident that i knew it well enough. Thanks to my friend's encouragement and support, i felt less nervous and more confident. Thank you soooo much^^ okies during the flight test, it was quite ok as i could do most of it except for this section that gave me a little prob. hehe Had mentoring and other lectures and briefs till about 5.15 Could go home leXD But i did not cause my family needed to go to My church Friends house for dinner=)!!!

WAhx i Love his beef noodles!!! Taste sooo GOood^^ the noodles were a little spicy as they used some special sauce. The noodles was smooth which made it so good. Oh bout the beef, i loved it. SO soft like it melts in your mouthX) OOoooo how i wish i could eat it again. hehe. The beef also had its unique taste. Hmm.... maybe can get the recipe from him=X hehe To make the night more entertaining, we were treated to playing WI!!! not sure if many knows about it. Anyways, i played Tennis and golf and bowling and boxing!!! haha... SUper fun=D Yay!!! Boxing was my best as i won all the games=P hahas John try harder kies? =X joking lahx... i guess the control has low bat thats why. But you played well in tennis and bowling. I'm still trying. We left the house at about 9.30. Oh i did not want to go yet... haha We had to leave but the taste of the noodles still lingered in my mouth. ^^ Really grateful for Bro and Sis Tan for the noodles. I know they really took alot of time and effort to prepare such a huge meal for us.XD!!! Thank You so much^^

Okies got home about 10... tried to use com, but fell asleep at my com=P I'm just so grateful to My friends!!!

YAY!!!

2009-08-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

YES! so happy that tmr is FRI and its not even half day!!! Just need to go school but no lessonsX)
haha... Haiz. what should i do tmr??? Still trying to find people to so out withXD Oh... Have so called, finished all my HW le!!! YAY!... now not worrying that much. Looking forward to the Long weekend. Must have some fun le. But i think also must take advantage of this weekend to catch-up on my studies which is not HW.

Cause HW does not = to Studies... Its so DIFFERENT.

Anyways wish you all a happy weekendX)

Life

2009-07-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

I can say that this week is one of the uncommonly stressful week that i have experience.
All the subjects has given me an stoppable homework except for PhysicsX). I have to say that PW is the most pressurizing one for me >.<

I just wish that time could stop for me to finish my Homework and experience just a bit of time where i feel free of HW... Right now, not possible cause when you complete an assignment, another one is given to you immediately X( wishing a' more than 24 hr' day to comeX)

Jia You JT^^

This is kinda late~

2009-07-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

Just to keep recordX)
I have been accepted to Singapore Youth Flying Club!!! Went for my first orientation day last Sat. It was cool!!! Met alot of new friendsXD!!! Just so thrilling, Oh i received my SYFC T-shirt too. Haha... makes me look like a Pilot already=X hahas!!! Okies Looking forward to this coming Sat 2nD orientation^^

After that...
I had to rushed down for my church activity which starts at 3. OH NO!!! left the place at 3.15=X Haiz... in the end reach Church at 4.35. Wah!!! thats like 1.5 Hrs late!!! Anyways the activity was kinda fun and i was sooooo happy that most of the Youth turned up. So sry for being late and about the games... But the Food was good right??? haha... Want to thank all those who cooked and brought food down to church. It was really tastyX) Wah!!! Brian, Loved your noodles but MAN! the chilli was a killer~ SUPER SPICY YOU KNOW!!! haha... Wah Sis Jaceline, your mouth made of steel arh??? you scared me when you put the spoon of chilli into your mouth!!! Really Pei Fu Ni^^ haha

Okies THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR HELP^^

Haiz... this week is super STRESSFUL!!!

sick~

2009-07-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

sobsob~ arhx...

Haiz... did not go to school today cause i'm sick:( caught a flue.

Okies... it on monday night. I slept at around 12.30, but could not sleep -.-" not sure why? Finally slept at( not sure) But in the middle of the night my body went into a SHOCK!!! Woke up suddenly as my Whole bed was Wet!!! My Whole body apparently Perspired!!! i did not have a nightmare if thats what u're thinkingX) Ok... i change my shirt and just out a towel over my Bed as i was very tired and lazy to put a new sheet on =X went back to sleep.

Had to pull myself of the BED at 5.15 for seminary:( At that time i was already feeling unwell. But still wanted to go to school. It was a tiresome day. I still went for PE=X so daring. hahas:) Anyways I went home at 8, ate dinner, did some homework and went to bed at 10.

Next day, woke up at 10. Oh No!!! thats like 12 hrs!!! hahas... have not slept so long for a long timeXD Went to the Doc after breakfast at 12.

The doc gave me 2 days MC and lotsa Medicine for various reasonsX) Oh... no PE for 1 WeekX) Sian... PE is the only Fun thing in school. HahasX) besides Lunch and Break^^
Anyways did more studying and took a nap in the afternoon.

Oh... Btw i'm going to school tmr because I have MT A'level Listening Compre. Haiz...

Feelings~

2009-07-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so confused... Really don't know what decision to make.
Part of me wants to let go. Part of me just can't bear to do it. Feelings are just so strong. I need you JT. I love you. I'm afraid, i'm scared. Living in a world of thoughts.
Someone pls help me~

'Haiz' School~

2009-07-16T09:53:00.000-07:00

Wahx... today is such a frustrating and boring day for me. I slept so late yesterday trying to finish my Project Work Proposal:( spent 4 hrs doing it!!! worse thing is that i miss seminary today!!! wahx... i loved to go for seminaryX) anyways i reach school later than usual.

Then i say Azmira and Weiling.... seating at a table that was not the one that we usually sit. Anyways i realized the reason after looking at my 'special' friends bag. Oooo so nice:) have not talk in the morning for quite a whileX)... You're so good to me^^ i guess thats the only nice thing today. Talking to youXD

Okies... lets come back to the topic... so first we had PE which was so boring cause we were expecting at least a game near the end of the period. Oh not to mention, it started raining 15 mins into the Lesson, but the rain lasted for only 30 Secs. Really have to thank the lord for that. Otherwise i will be dying of boredom... hahasX)

We had to rush to the next period which was geog lecture and we cannot be late for it. But i was late. The lecturer then ask me a question" what is the city of norway?" okies its a question for you too go find out. anyways thanks to a voice behingd me i was given inspiration. hahas:) Oh man, i really had to remember this city cause this is the only city from the list that i keep forgetting.

OK... it starts from here. I keep dozing off during the second period of Geog. I really hate that cause Geog lecture's are super Important!!! and not to mention that i did not do well for my Geog Exam=( yay!!! next period is Physics LectureX) i like Physics lectures cause i really did super well for the exams and i get to sit close to her^^ so sweetX)
Hahas... thats why i did not sleep in this lecture=X

Now it comes to he long awaiting moment before the dreadful Chem Prac starts=(
2 hrs gone, OH NO!!! its time for CHEMISTRY!!! so fast??? Haiz... Chem period was so Dry to me. Im so sorry Chem lovers.... Actually i do like chemX) But it's because of the lack of sleep that i have=P so i felt tired during the lesson... The worse thing is that our Practical took so long!!! i mean the experiment itself. Anyways i officially left the school at around 6. Thats the latest time i have ever left the Chemistry Prac class. We were all feeling down and bored... so we decided to head down to Causeway Point to have some MochiX) okies... that was the plan but we ended up Buying Donuts!!! hahas.... I LOVE DONUTS X) have not eaten for a while though...
We spent bout half an hour or so there... then we split and went homeX) But it was really a relaxing time^^...

Sian... had to go home to do Project Work=( Crap... Slept at 1.30 tonight... spent 4 hrs again doing the sketchup. Im so hungry i don't know why??? anyways i super tired now and im going to sleep. CYA~

Post YC Service Project

2009-07-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okies.. just an intro... The youth were suppose to clean the stake center today. So we were separated and assign to clean different things. My group consisting of mostly Woodlands ward YM and Some Clementi Ward YM cleaned the round and long tables at the carpark. Oh... i did not know that there was Round tables in church=P So Blur... hahas anyway. We had lotsa of fun cleaning cause there was some Splashing of water and smacking of towels here and there...=X hahas... sounds like kids playing:)

okies after that, we went up to the second floor to cleaned the chairs in one of the rooms. The Service project then officially ended with donuts and drinks at around 12.00.. Oooo i LOVE those DONUTS!!! anyways...

THE YOUTH STAYED BACK...
Crap, we were suppose to play basketball but found out that there was no keys to bring down the basketball hoop. The custodian was suppose to leave it there... don't know why they took it out again. Anyways we improvised and played DODGE BALL instead... but we used the basketball!!! oh man!!! nvr played dodge ball using a basketball ball B4=P

But we had lotsa FUN!!! though we practically lost most of the games.LOL... hahas we got bored of it and some of the youth had to leave so we played Captains ball insteadXD Wahx... i really enjoyed playing though the teams were kinda unfair=X heex... oh my team had Ern, mathias,DJ, Ezra and me of course hahas ... ERN!!! you were awesomeX) man! You played better than me even with your height=X no offence. It was really amazing... Really was impressed with your jumps!... super brave. hahas... this carried on for a while till we decided to have a break=P so tired.

Hahas... not sure how it started but we eventually played soccer after the break... With a BASKETBALL!!! Ouch! hurt our legs kinda bit because we were playing barefoot... hahas don't know whose crazy idea was that=X anyways we had really lotsa funXD Oh... We WON again, hahas... not sure how anyone's able to score against sherwayne=P hahas!
In the End... i have to say that i really Enjoyed Myself... Thanks everyone for the suggestion and ParticipationX)

Is it simple?

2009-07-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Why does it have to be this way? Why can't life be simple? I really want it that way... But i'm not certain of any progression. Haiz... Okies, going back to the normal. Hope it won't be boring:( Maybe a change will help X) Quite certain of it though, going to live on with hope...

Haiz... exams~

2009-06-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not happy at what happen on tuesday~ Okies here it goes... First i missed seminary as i was too tired to get up=P so slept on... then woke up late causing me to reach school later than usual:(... so i did not have much time to do have a last look through my CHEM...

oh but not sure why i was feeling quite confident=p anyways... when i started the MCQ for the paper... i started very slow... heex... then after 20 mins! i was still at question 7!!! left 13 more MCQ to do in 10 MINS!!! wahx... i PANICKED right after i heard that:(... then when i heard "TIME UP for MCQ"... my mind went BLANK!!! crap had to start on paper 2=(... wahx!!! because my mind was blank... i did the paper2 so slowly!!! only managed to do 1a(i) and 2a of section C with 2 question of section B undone and 1 question carelessly done WRONG~ sob...

Came out of the exam really demoralized!!!
My next paper is in 1 hour's time!!! and it's maths:(
Hey~ maths paper was ok:) though did not finish=P... still suffering from post Chem disaster Trauma:(
Okies can go and relax for a while cause next two paper's on FRIDAY... I went to watch a movie RIGHT AFTER EXAM!!!

Today is Friday... came out of physics feeling not too bad... sian:( now have to study for geog for 4 hours before Geography EXAM... Went to national library to study.
4 hours passed...
OH NO!!! the side gates not open:(... CRAP have to walk one big round to get through the main gate. wahx!!! the weather is so HOT!!!... okies finally reach class to take temperature:)...
Oh i did not know that geography exam was in the class... if no one told me ... i would propably have gone to the hall=X so Blur=P hahas... okies waiting outside the classroom now.

Wait! someone sms me... oh its you^^ so Sweet... thanks for the msgX) it really made me feel more relax...XD sorry for the short reply. it was time to go in le... heex

After 1 and a half hour... wahx my hand is so tired!!! could not even finish writing even when my hand went to full speed!!! sian~ when would i ever have time to finish my Geog essays!:(

All in all... this week was very stressful and tiring=P So Glad it's OVER!!! hahas going to enjoy myself this LONG WEEKEND X) hope it will never end^^

~Love~

2009-06-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

School is going to start again tmr... and i just want to say again that i like you^^ there is so many things i like about you X) I hope that i will have the chance to tell you XD
Looking Forward...

~Stake Talent Night~ Cont'd

2009-06-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okies not 4getting the all time champion, favorite and coolest... CLEMENTI WARD!!! hahas really enjoyed dancing with y'all youth:D was very fun!!! and i think we did really greatXD okies... i'm going to thank the Clementi ward youth especially those who manage to learn the dance within a very short period of time=P oh and giving good suggesstions on the choreography... hahas... thanks a million sherwayne for teaching us the Dance and doing the last minute hilarious act...heex :D

Oh lastly want to thank the MC's y'all did a GOOD JOB!!! seriously !!! it was entertaining.

Okies in the end... really enjoyed it lots:D though tonights talent show is like the shortest so far.. had lotsa fun making jokes laughing and seeing the performances!!!XD

oh b4 it started, went to have dinner at Coronation Plaza... there's one stall there called 'Golden Rooster' ... hahas the aunty still remembers meXD!!! Long time did not visit... change school mahx...oh its very cheap and the portion given is like GOOD X)'Recomended' to all... ate like alot=P luckily did not vomit out during the rehearsal and performance... cause felt like doing so=X

Okies its very late... hahas...") want to go sleep now... mid night already=P may have missed out somethings here....=P Hahas... in short really enjoyed the night!!XD! once again thanks all that performedX)

CYA everyone:D going to sleep now^^my eyes keeps closing=P

~Stake Talent Night~

2009-06-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

Wow stake talent night was very nice:D... hahas those who missed it... sad~ erm... there was lotsa COOL performance!!! Every ward was like AWESOME!!! oh... but i think there was really GOOD ones... like the Toa Payoh ward youthXD!!! next time must be carefull when talking...

oh woodlands ward youth??? i thought you were going to put up a skit? saw y'all dancingXD... it was very funny ya know:D using Broom stick as guitar... oh was kenneth the pianist... hahas=D saw Dennis as the singer then jeff and daniel came out and started dancing... very funny when watching y'all guysXD!!! must teach me...

AMK ward adults dance was very comical with the catchy music SAturday Night FEver!!! hahasXD all the cool moves!!! Bedok ward did a very funny missionary rap... laugh like mad=P
it ended with a very SWEET singing by the 2nd ward!!! great vocalsXD... 3rd ward sister did a very nice DAnceX)... they were very syncronized X) erm... wait there's a continuation...

Yes!!! J1 Camp postponed:D

2009-06-22T21:39:00.000-07:00

Hahas... Just got the message today. Though actually look forward to it but feeling a sense of relief that have more time to study!!!

wahx... this few days have been really hard:( don't know why just cannot concentrate=p... Spent most of last Saturday studying Geography and the whole of Monday studying Chemistry=x Not sure why lehx...any ideas to help??? anyone??? Hahas:D

Okies must make full use of my time now^^

Just did this XD

2009-06-22T21:26:00.000-07:00

60 words

Typing Test

Have not done this for a long time Yes!!! Only 60 but an improvement yea:D my best so far, anyway try it .... i mean those who have not ..... have fun..... Gd luck :) See if you are faster^^

YC DANCE!!!

2009-06-21T05:47:00.001-07:00

Wah!!! enjoyed the YC Dance alot:D... it was soooooo FUN!!!
Oh... I went there late=p... hahas") But luckily there was only a few People there when i reach")

At the start was not feeling the music yet=x... not into the 'HIGH' mood yet:)... but at least had Sherwayne, Sherman, Titus and Wong Wei to dance with") cause they were hyper through out the dance:D

Oh Sherwayne you were the Bomb during the DANCE!!! super cool siaXD all the moves and stuff... have not seen you dance in a long time") hahas... you still have the FEEL in you man!!! Wah... the popping and shuffleling and stuff... SOOO COOL!!! i want to learn too:) oh... not forgetting the funny moves and actions near the end of the dance:D... hahas laugh like mad!

ok back to the middle of the dance... erm... oh Royden and gang came:) hahas... royden u wore green! i wanted to but got no time to shop:( wahx sherman nvr go green... leave royden wearing green only >.<>

Really enjoyed the woodland's ward YM company!!! they were super awesomely funny during the dance... hahas joked alot man!!!:D oh then the 'Just like sugar' song... hahas.... liked that song lots!!! cause can just anyhow sing:D hahas… sherman and Brian was like always DancingXD... super fun!!! Hahas… sherman, you did not feel the mood yet tilll middle of dance too”)hahas… but ur dancing was great!

Super Glad that could have this dance!!! Cause was so bored of studying at home... Now Back to studying… sian :(… hahas but I was having lotsa FUN!!! Okies that’s all… oh couple of nice slow dance:D Looking forward to next Stake YOuth ActivityXD

MY NEW BLOG!!!

2009-06-17T22:17:00.001-07:00

Hey all this is My NEW BLOG... not sure what to say first:D erm... just say I am so excited!
okies... Life is quite stressful for me now"( cause i'm in JC right now and there's so much things to revise and learn:(
But i loved my friends there... they are WONDERFUL!!!

Hey,but my church friends you ROX too!!! Came back from YC just last week")I missed You ALL LDS(SINGAPORE and MALAYSIAN) youths!!! UR'E the BEST") really enjoyed the company and games played with Y'all:D NOW can't wait for this FRIDAY cause its POST YC DANCE!!!
GONNA have Lotsa FUN")Oh... i missed my friend coming for the YC... BUT YES!!! his coming for the POST YC DANCE:D Sherwayne you better be there! hahas")

Oh During YC... Missed my 'SPECIAL' JC friend lots^^ Could not sms cause in malaysia... YES now can chat with...XD

Now Preparing for Exams in JULY:( cause 1st 2 weeks of JUNE was having fun and playing TOO much =x
Now trying to catch up with my studies=p SOOO MUCH to Revision to DO"(

Okies going to return to study... CRAP have lotsa things to say!!!
Oh JESMINE i'm going to use some of U'RE PHOTOS in my next post...Hahas") Thanks Alot for the PHOTOS")

Okies, THATS ALL FOR NOW")